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contemplative
Just relized I've been clean for 5 days!!
AGGH!!!!!
:-D
can't belive it! have never gone this long!!! *pats self on back and goes and helps self to more chocolate icing....*
(but it's probably cause of you emma!! you're faith has gotten me this far!!)
Just got a letter in the mail saying that Zoe needs a vet-check up. :-O God I hope she's okay!! I know it's just a check-up, but I always freak out.
Last-last April she got a cancerous lump on her ear. they removed it, and said it was a "mast-cell" which was fairly common but thank god she only had a Grade 1. My ex-best friends cat had the same kind of cancer but in Grade 3 and ran away to die.
I read that healthy dogs with a Grade 1 have a 96% chance of living 3 years later..... that's not good enough for me!! I want a 100% chance of her living 10 years later!!
We go over her for suspicious lumps almost every day, and haven't found any, but there's always the horrid chance they'll start to grow somewhere else, like inside her lungs or something that makes me cry every time to hear!!
But it's a good thing that the vet will check up on her. But the weird thing is... I don't really want to go incase anything IS wrong. I mean, it sounds strange, but I guess ignorance is bliss right...???
But you read to get knowledge, a knowledge is power, and power corrupts, and corruption's a crime, and crime doesn't pay.... *gasp!!!* so if you keep reading this message you'll go broke!!!!
.... anyway... I'm blabbering.... AH-OH !!! the phones ringin!!!
AGGH!!!!!
:-D
can't belive it! have never gone this long!!! *pats self on back and goes and helps self to more chocolate icing....*
(but it's probably cause of you emma!! you're faith has gotten me this far!!)
Just got a letter in the mail saying that Zoe needs a vet-check up. :-O God I hope she's okay!! I know it's just a check-up, but I always freak out.
Last-last April she got a cancerous lump on her ear. they removed it, and said it was a "mast-cell" which was fairly common but thank god she only had a Grade 1. My ex-best friends cat had the same kind of cancer but in Grade 3 and ran away to die.
I read that healthy dogs with a Grade 1 have a 96% chance of living 3 years later..... that's not good enough for me!! I want a 100% chance of her living 10 years later!!
We go over her for suspicious lumps almost every day, and haven't found any, but there's always the horrid chance they'll start to grow somewhere else, like inside her lungs or something that makes me cry every time to hear!!
But it's a good thing that the vet will check up on her. But the weird thing is... I don't really want to go incase anything IS wrong. I mean, it sounds strange, but I guess ignorance is bliss right...???
But you read to get knowledge, a knowledge is power, and power corrupts, and corruption's a crime, and crime doesn't pay.... *gasp!!!* so if you keep reading this message you'll go broke!!!!
.... anyway... I'm blabbering.... AH-OH !!! the phones ringin!!!